Barry's check-in 3/28

Had a great conversation with tracey j this week and I really appreciate her input. She has challenged me with a question, "Do you really want to sell?" Well that certainly triggered lots of stuff and the answer, as usual is...yes and no.

There is a big part of me that doesn't want to pick up another book or card ever again. Then there is the part of me that realizes by going out and approaching complete strangers feels like the scariest thing in the world, yet I sense the connection with people even if they say no.

I guess I feel like a rock in a tumbler or rolling down the Colorado River through the Grand Canyon. When I started this journey my edges were very rough. But as I continue to pursue it, I feel softer and more connected to people. I understand a bit, when they say they're in a hurry or look at me a little odd, (heck I'd look at me a little odd).

My commitment to myself and the other playas is that I am going to stick with it and keep on connecting. There is no alternative.

My stats for the week 5-2-0.

Ps. I've invited my nephew Jimmy to play the game. He'll be 17 in April and he's a natural. I've sent him some cards. Let's give him all the support he wants.